Farley's Draft 2 - Submission week.

Disclaimer: This was written in 2015 (23/12/2025 sppecifically). Just a good write. So I don't forget :)

It's the worst when a semester comes to an end. Not because we'll miss studying, or because we're sooooo stressed out of the exams that are coming. It's only because we have a lot, and by a lot it means almost every subject's assignment submission.

Last week was the hell week for most of us (TESOLians especially). When we have Multimedia as our Minor, you know it only means sleepless nights.

Not that all of us did our job at the very last minute you know (although in my case, Yes I did). Because my friends, finished editing the videos the earliest, ended up stuck at the very last minute because our e-Learning website progress slower than snails. We had tonnes of files to be uploaded for God's sake! (I'll have to agree w/ our creative writing lecturer that it is indeed, Universiti Sangat Mundur -.-)

So yeah. What's there to write when it's all over now? We managed to submit it anyway because our lecturer (who has always shown his beastly-sarcastic side) turned out to be one of the nicest person on earth! *Trust me you would get a veeeeeeeeeeery different answer if you had asked us last semester. Well, we were glad and enjoyed ourselves when our videos were presented. 

It was hard, I tell ya. It really was. A lot of us broke down and even questioned our lives why were we asked to pick it as our Minor?! WHYYYY?! 

Skills. I guess that's why. I'm telling ya, I feel like a whole new person after I learn those skills and if you ask me right now, I could say that I am able to produce a movie! (a short one, maybe). Hahaha.

The process was all tiresome. Most of us turned to monsters. You do NOT wanna fool around us last week, because whatever you said, it wouldn't be funny when my eyes need to focus on the screen and my fingers need to stay clicking, editing and pressing any buttons I could, in order to give our best shot.

AGAIN! Why do I write?! (I keep going off track hahaha). 

It's because it's all over now. :) 

So to anyone out there, who's having a really hard time doing whatever things right now, don't worry because it will soon be over. (For as long as the thing you're doing is worth it for your future, I assure you, inshaAllah, there's gain afterwards.)

"Perfer et obdura dolor hic tibi proterit olim."

The meaning is more or less, as stated in the picture below.

I guess that's all from me :)

Thanks for reading. I hope I'll write more in 2016. InshaAllah.

Love,
Farzana Rosley.
Fareyfar.
Fartvxqhlovate.
 ☺Lo

Disease of writing,

Well hello and salam'alayk everyone.

It's like 10-15 days before final. And I realized I have a disease, which occurs only when the exam is near.

Like, right now? Ahaha, my exam is like around the corner (really at the edge I won't lie) but hell yeah, I feel like writing.
And currently Im actually doing my reflections (my assignment) so yeah Ive done two. So Im gonna take 5 and write this nonsense that no one would even read lol,

Im not sure why does this disease even exist, and why does it only occur to me and myself only? Or is it me that is too crazy not knowing how to manage things wisely? Aaaaaaaaaaa idek anymore.

So that's it actually. I just randomly write things, and planning to write more after this. Which includes my feelings; especially after what happened to Kris :( , living life with fellow Spartans and my withdrawal from certain people whom I see not worth standing together anymore.

I believe for the time being, that's my choice, yep I do.

And I believe I have this identity crisis but Im pretty sure of my choices,


That's it for now.
2 more reflections to go,adios.

Love,
@Farzanaley
Fareyfar
Farzanarosley
Fartvxqhlovate,
#FightingFar

...and the pain went away

So assalamualaikum wbt.

These days arent where people love to blogwalk anymore I guess..........so harap-harap ada la jugak sorang dua jawab salam tu haha or else I have to emmmm bajet hebat bukak blog sendiri and jawab salam sendiri? *okay I sound like someone who desperately needs a bog reader but NOPE, it's okay hahaha.

So. Today is the last day of class alhamdulillah. Finally! Foundation classes officially ends! But unfortunately final exam ada lagi la kan. *which I hmmm absolutely dont know what to scribble on the answer sheets next week !!

So last week, or this week's early days (fck whatever day it was) I fall sick. *which I rarely do. So when I did, it was like aghhhhh very teruk, cant even walk, no appetite, this and that and those...........

I was so thankful to my friends around me yang helped out, Kim Biel Wawa and Nana and whoever, yang stopped by at least to say get well soon ehehe.

The worst part of being ill was that I tak suka makan ubat okay. Like seriously I took an hour to finish at least two dose of medicine. Hmm.

But finally I was ehemmm kinda sorta touch when Ummi Abah sanggup turun Kuantan to visit me. *cuz memang I susah sakit kan -.-

I honestly am touched and absolutely terus rasa berdosa haha like yknow been a very ungrateful daughter. But I wasnt that bad laaa hehehe :p

Oh yeaaaa. You must would want to see what makes me almost cried. What my auntie said to me :

Hmmmm. I surely am touched. Sampai harini pun. Cant believe it la. Thanks ummi abah.

InshaAllah Ill do my best in final :')

and so.........the pain went way. Food poisoning and fever, hamdallah and biiznillah, berlalu. (actually sakit lagi 2 days after that but fever no more la hehe)

That's it. Alhamdulilah, semoga Allah redha :D

Love
FarzanaRosley
Fareyfar
Fartvxqhlovate

DUDUK!

Assalamualaikum wbt. Today, Im gonna present you a story, entitled, "DUDUK!"

Kisahnya bermula begini. Di suatu malam yang hening di UiTM Kuantan Padang Lalang, TESLian group B dan D sedang belajar di Dewan Makan (takda makanan, tp digunakan untuk belajar -.-)

Kelas yang berjalan merupakan subjek Islamic Studies. Maka, pelajar2 ini belajarlah dengan penuh khusyuk. Seperti yang di-plan, para pelajar dan ustaz akan memulakan bacaan Yasin, di DM diketuai Ustaz Fathir, pada pukul 9 untuk mengelakkan sebarang gangguan yang semedang mengganggu anak2 muda di UiTM Kampus Padang Lalang tersebut. Beberapa pelajar naik ke atas untuk mengambil kitab Yasin mereka.

Setelah turun, seorang pelajar (known as Usher if Im not mistaken) whispered to Ustaz supaya menyedekahkan bacaan Yasin untuk atuknya yang juga baru sahaja meninggal dunia semasa itu. *takziah ana ucapkan kepada anta, jgn bersedih, Innallaha ma'ana. Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi roji'un.

Maka, bacaan dimulakan dengan 2 niat. Mengelak gangguan and untuk arwah atuk Usher. OK, saya menulis terlalu pjg. Setelah selesai membaca Yasin dan doa, ustaz menyambung pelajaran to 10. Setelah tamat, kelihatan beberapa pelajar lelaki yg bukan dari group B n D masuk ke kawasan DM utk hug Usher. *Mungkin utk mengucapkan takziah kepada Usher, saya kira.

Usai membaca doa, ustaz benarkan kami utk pulang ke bilik. Tetapi, sekumpulan pelajar lelaki yang masuk kws DM td meminta kami utk duduk sebentar. Namun, secara tiba2, seperti panahan petir, terdengar satu tengkingan dari belakang menyatakan, "DUDUK DULU!!" *like a boss! Apakah dia fikir dia bapak saya atau org yg lagi tua dr saya utk tengking segerombolan pelajar sebegitu? Tambahan pula, ustaz masih di situ!

Some boys told that 'duduk' guy to calm down. So, one of the boys memulakan speech. Dia suruh kami baca al-Fatihah utk atuk Usher, so we did it.

Kemudian, dia ckp : Lepas ni, korang kalau nak buat apape, discuss la dulu. Usher ni sebenarnya nak balik, tp disebabkan ada kelas tiba2 mlm ni, dia taknak skip class, dia tak sempat jumpak atuk dia. Atuk dia baru...*he shed tear. Atuk dia meninggal.

Kemudian that 'duduk' guy tengking lagi : ATUK DIA MENINGGAL TAU TAK?! MENINGGAL?!
So, mulalah girls bersuara like 'eh apa ni' ' y blame us' 'takyah la nk jerit2'.

That ends the story. Bukannya cerita tu tergantung. Tapi malaih nak taip dah. 
K, let's discuss.

Nilai murni yg terdapat dlm cerita DUDUK ialah:

1. Sabar. (Saya begitu bersabar kerana tidak membalas tengkingan 'duduk guy'. Kalau bukan kerana saya tak tahan nak ke toilet kerana terlalu sejuk dan menghormati Usher yg masih sedih, saya diam. Grr.)
2. Redha. (Usher redha dengan pemergian atuknya. Dia diam sahaja. Tetapi org lain yg lebih2 nk tengking bagai. Aneh. Hm.)
3. Hormat menghormati. ( 'duduk guy' tidak mempunyai sikap hormat menghormati kerana menengking kami semua di hadapan ustaz. Saya yg tidak mmpunyai apa2 authority, ingin mewajibkan 'duduk guy' utk meminta maaf kepada ustaz kerana menengking di hadapan ustaz. Kami tidak sempat pun untuk mngucapkan 'Terima Kasih Ustaz'. Ustaz pergi mcm tu sahaja. Maafkan kmi Ustaz :( )
4. Kepimpinan. ( baguslah kepada the guy yg buat close up dgn cara yg baik. namun sedikit sinis. but who cares. Asal saya sempat pergi toilet -..- )

Pengajaran yg terdapat dlm cerita DUDUK! ialah :

1. Kita jgnlah nak berlagak like a boss, berjalan in the middle of a crowd sambil silang tangan lepas tu tengking tengking org seperti 'duduk guy'.
2. Kita mestilah menghormati org yg telah pergi. Jgn lah menengking2 ats sesuatu kematian. Bukanlah salah sesiapa ats pemergian atuk Usher. "semua yg hidup pasti akan mati" Dan maafkan semua org Usher, it's not like all of us knows that your grandpa sedang sakit. Takziah sekali lg from ana. Ana harap enta tabah. Sedekahkanlah Yasin selalu jika rindu. In shaa Allah, atuk enta tenang di sana.
3. Kita hendaklah bermaaf-maafan sesama kita. Saya maafkan duduk guy. Tapi mohon duduk guy pergi memohon maaf dari ustaz jua.
4. KITA HENDAKLAH BERBINCANG DAHULU SEBELUM MEM-PLAN CLASS. (walaupun ini adalah punca pergaduhan, saya berani jamin, kisah DUDUK! ini, tiada sesiapa yang patut disalahkan.)

Sekian. Itu saja kot. 

Love, 
Fartvxqhlovate.
Farzana Rosley.
TESLIAN GD :)