Friday, December 19, 2014

Farley's Draft 2

Hallu. assalamualaikum wbt :)

Okay I made it clear in my previous post how hopeless I could be when Im in love. Ahah now you're judging right............... hahahaha just kidding lol

Trust me this was still me in my draft. I could have just deleted this draft with the photo and the caption because back then, this post was meant for someone else.

But the reason Im posting it, is BECAUSE, Im hopeless. But this is my blog anyway; why would I care and worry about anything.

I am actually disappointed with the fact that I have fallen for someone and not have the courage to start anything (even a little conversation) but what can I do, this is me. It hurts but WHAT CAN I DO?

Lol, let's not judge me. Im not pathetic. In fact, I didnt look up for any quote. It's just already there in my draft. So I thought yeaaaaa, why not. Plus, the guy doesnt even know me. And I have like the slightest chance to meet him again unless he's really my jodoh. (lol geli)

BUT YEAH. Let's just conclude it as that. (Im moving on btw. I let God do the rest for me.)



“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.”

Dont judge. Im moving on I told ya. AHahaha.

Thanks for dropping by.

Love,
@farzanarosleyyy
Farzana Rosley
Fareyfar.

Farley's Draft 1 #FarWrites

Okay. Let me make this thing clear. *assalamualaikum wbt by the way ahahah.

Once upon a time, I was a high school kid. Just like some people (most people I would say), I did become stupid. I was in 'love' I believe.

*trust me I've moved on, but as I was browsing through my old posts/drafts in my blogger dashboard, I actually found this poem made by me (lol how geli) but I honestly am impressed with myself.

Im so goooood man. So yeah, mind being in love with me? I might gonna write something for it. Lol jk jk. Not interested in any unless you're my crush. (again, jk!)

Trust me I have moved on. No hard feelings anymore, I even forgot how my ex looks like (haaaa lies I told, jk. he's still a friend in fb) but we're good. 

But even if him or any of my friends who used to know me and my stupid old days encounter this post, TRUST ME Im posting this poem just because I THINK IM FREAKING GOOD AT WRITING AND RHYMING.

Okay. Here it is. 




…buat dia yang pernah kuucapkan sayang

Sayang,
Pernah sekali kubilang cinta
Pada kau jejaka mutiara
Kau membalas mengucap rasa
Pada aku gadis permata
Kita kononnya ditakdir bersama
Pada usia mengenal matang
Bermimpi bersama hingga ke jinjang.

Kau jejaka manis belaka
Sayangku kau panggil
Hingga jatuh aku menggigil.
Saat kau harus pergi
Mengikut orang tua kesana ke mari
Jatuh air mataku tak pernah henti.

Lagu indah buatku kau dendang
menunjuk rasamu yang rancak bergendang
tersenyum aku dalam tangis tak hilang
engkau jejaka pandai membilang.

hilang kau tak berkhabar berita
bukan terjumpa si gadis baru
namun terlupa aku yang satu
akhirnya aku terus berharap
menanti janjimu kau ucap dulu
biar apapun terjadi kausayang aku
takkan dilupa biar tubuh kaku.

Hai jejaka penglipur lara,
sedih aku tak boleh dikira
tersenyum aku menerima berita
tersayu aku bukan kau si pencerita
hidup barumu indah belaka
teman baru keliling saja
bukan aku,
 malah sahabat turut dilupa.

Sedarlah wahai jejaka
aku ini insan biasa
andai aku masih kausuka
ucapkanlah cinta seperti dulu
katakanlah sayang selagi mampu.

bukan perlu berganti hari
setiap saat jauh sekali
sekadar bertanya khabar ku pinta
agar kutahu kaumasih setia.

sayang,
andai bukan aku untukmu
ucapkanlah tulus sejujurnya
sahabat selamanya kita bersama
itulah permulaan yang sebenarnya kita pernah bina.

buat kau yang pernah kuucapkan sayang,
hati ini tak pernah lekang
berdoa untukmu agar tak bimbang
hati yang lara Tuhan yang tahu
tersenyum megah di khalayak
menangis lemah kala bersendiri.

buat kau yang pernah kuucapkan sayang,
jujurlah padaku andai kau tak lagi suka
tinggalkanlah aku biar kita menjadi biasa
kau teman tetap sahabatku.

….buat kau yang pernah kuucapkan sayang
Sedarlah tulisku bukan sahaja
Coretanku bukan yang biasa
Untukmu kuluah dalam cerita
Agar kaufaham apa kurasa
Senyumlah sahabat yang pernah ku cinta
Aku hanyalah insan biasa,
Temanmu yang cuba mencoret rasa.



KAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so funneh right. Okay you may throw up now >.< But you cant deny that Im good right?! Ahah told you so.

And trust me. It's an old thing. Cant even find what was the date (but it was absolutely in 2010 I could tell ya ahaha)

So yeah, thanks for reading! (if there's any.)

Love, 
@farzanarosleyyy
Fareyfar
Farzana Rosley.