Wednesday, September 29, 2010

...sleep away the sadness of today

'

kadang-kadang kawan-kawan aku semedang je marah aku sebab terlalu emosional.
kadang-kadang aku sendiri naik menyampah dengan diri sendiri bila tak boleh kawal perasaan.
tapi kadang-kadang aku rasa i have the right to feel it bila dilukakan.
especially oleh orang yang tersayang.
sometimes, orang tak tahu whatever they did dah melukakan kita.
kadang-kadang jugak,
kita terlalu berharap untuk orang dapat membaca isi hati kita.
sedangkan benda tu memang hiperbola.
bukannya dia tukang tilik.
ye tak?
tapi sebenarnya, 
aku selalu mintak yang agar dikuatkan diri.
and stop being too emotional for some times.
because nobody cares.
nobody gives a cent.
dan semestinya,
aku perlukan ketenangan yang dikunci oleh somebody.
please let me be free.

tapi, aku happy jugak sebenarnya.
ada je orang yang kisah.
untuk buat aku tersenyum. ada je orang yang care,
untuk hentikan aku menangis.

walaupun kadang-kadang,
perkara kat bawah ni terjadi.
dan dilakukan oleh orang yang boleh aku kata,
sangat sayang?
HAHA.
aku tak suka pon benda nih sebenarnya.
it hurts.
haishhh,
meraban tetengah malam-.-'


p/s : happy birthday Abah! :) <3

D-NA - Stumble stumble Lyrics with English translations

ROMANIZATION

*비틀비틀 / Stumble stumble*

This is a love story, you know
This is all my love, say goodbye

Ibyeore chayeodo ppigeok ppigeok heundeulliji anko
Nunmuri heulleodo juruk juruk heureujineun anko
Naneun namjanikka naneun ireon namjanikka
Chameullae, biteul biteul biteul biteul

Geureonde jakkuman biteul biteul naneun muneojine
Chingu deulgwa maeil hwicheong hwicheong georil hemae ine
Sarang haesseunikka neomu sarang haesseunikka
Michillae, biteul biteul biteul biteul

Bomb, bomb, bomb, sarange poktani teojyeo beoryeosseo bomb
Bang, bang, bang, ibyeori kung hago deopchyeo beoryeosseo bang
Dareun sarami naboda neol saranghae jundamyeon bonaelge

Michi dorok a-a-a-apa neoran yeoja taeme naega a-a-a-apa sorijilleo, you're my baby girl
Namja dapge neoreul ijeo jugo shipeo neunde mianae
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, biteul biteul
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, biteul biteul biteul biteul

Shigye baneul sori tic toc, tic toc jakkuman heureugo
Neoye bal georeumeun ttogak ttogak meoreojyeo man gago
Tteona gasseunikka nareul tteona gasseunikka
Bonaellae, biteul biteul biteul biteul

Geureonde gaseumi jigeu jigeu neoreul wonhage dwae
Babeul meokda gado kamppak kkamppak neoreul bureuge dwae
Sarang haesseunikka neomu sarang haesseunikka
Mobonae, biteul biteul biteul biteul

Bomb, bomb, bomb, gaseumi ireoke teojyeo beoryeosseo bomb
Bang, bang, bang, ibyeore chongeuro nalsswa beoryeosseo bang
Neo eobshineun jeongmal nan amugeoto motagesseo ireoke

Michi dorok a-a-a-apa neoran yeoja taeme naega a-a-a-apa sorijilleo, you're my baby girl
Namja dapge neoreul ijeo jugo shipeo neunde missing you
Haru jongil gyesok nan meong hani, I can't live without you
Ni saengagi meomchujil anni dorawa

Jebal naege dododorawa naneun neo eobsumyeon andwae, dododorawa michigesseo, you're my baby girl
Namja dapge neoreul ijeo jugo shipeo neunde mianae
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, biteul biteul
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, biteul biteul biteul biteul

I miss you, I need you, come back to me

credits: justhyuu @ flowinglyrics


TRANSLATIONS

*비틀비틀 / Stumble stumble*

This is love story,
This is your my love, say goodbye

Even if I'm dumped from a breakup, I'm not shaking
Even if I'm tearing, my tears aren't flowing freely

Because I'm a man. Because I'm this kind of man. I'll hold back (Stumble Stumble Stumble Stumble)

But I'm stumbling over and over, I'm falling apart
I'm always wandering through the road with my friends

Because I love you, because I loved you so much, I wanna go crazy (Stumble Stumble)

RAP)
bomb bomb bomb Love's bomb blew up bomb
bang bang bang the farewell struck with a 'boom'

I'll send you if someone else loves you more than I do

I'm madly hu-hu-hu-hurt, Because of a girl like you
Hu-hu-hu-hurt, screaming yo ma baby girl
I wanted to forget you like a man, I'm sorry..

oh oh oh oh oh oh- (Stumble Stumble)
oh oh oh oh oh oh (Stumble Stumble Stumble Stumble)

The sound of the clock Tic Toc Tic Toc flows over and over
Your footsteps, ddogak ddogak*, fade away

Because you left, because you left me, I want to let you go (Stumble Stumble)

But my heart is tiredly wanting you
Even as I'm eating kkampak kkampak** I keep calling for you

Because I Loved you because I loved you so much I can't let you go (Stumble Stumble)

RAP)
bomb bomb bomb My heart burned like this bomb
bang bang bang The breakup's gun shot me bang

Without you I really can't do anything, like this..

I'm madly hu-hu-hu-hurt, Because of a girl like you
Hu-hu-hu-hurt, screaming yo ma baby girl
I wanted to forget you like a man, missing you..

I was blank all day long..(I can`t live without you)
I can't stop thinking about you...Come back...

Please co-co-come back to me. I can't live without you
Co-co-come back to me. I'm going crazy yo ma baby girl
I wanted to forget you like a man, I'm sorry...
I miss you, I need you
Come back to me...

* the sound of walking heels
** it means flicking - trying to translate that word and make the phrase make sense at the same time =_=; help please?
CREDITS
daum + dianapetrina@enchanteDNA.com
chimiin @ soompi

p/s : this is the latest song yang played when u open my blog :) nice one. ahaha.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

…setiap dari kamu akan ditanya mengenai pimpinanmu

p/s: maybe sambungan dari post pasal ….setiap dari kamu adalah pemimpin.

Afiq ada tanya aku : Kenapa tak jadi pengawas?

Aku gelak sorang-sorang jugak sebenarnya. Afiq ni betoi ke idak. Tanya nye aku. Eheh -.-‘ layak ke aku. Tu main reason aku. Takut aku nk terima amanah! And anyway, cikgu-cikgu un sure gelak tengok nama salah seorang applicants untuk jadik pengawas ada nama Siti Farzana Rosley! Errr :P

Dan Afiq balas balik : kena cuba. Cakap nak berubah.

Cakap pasal berubah, aku link kan ke page kakechik eika yee :) itu pandangan dia. Kalau aku pulak, aku rasa nak berubah memang takes time. Tapi tu bukan alasan untuk terus bertangguh untuk berubah to be a better person by day. Aku admit. I’m kinda weak.

Tapi aku mencuba la kan. Benda baik takkan nak diceritakan anyway. Yang tu Tuhan punya kerja. Yang lain nak judge suka-suki-hati tu ikut suka la kan. Tapi sapa sangat diorang. And, apa entah aku nak cakap.

Ahah. Pasal pengawas. Aku tak rasa nak memimpin tu kena pakai baju hijau jek. Boleh je kan aku nak berubah, nak menegur. Kakcaje pun ordinary student apa^^ heee :) dan aku sendiri tau aku tak mampu nak pegang tapuk pimpinan, sebab aku ada sejarah hitam jugak.
Aku taknak pandangan orang, ehh, FAR ni layak ke? Kan ke demerit tinggi. Dahlah sombong! And bla bla bla. Aku taknak amek tau semua tu. Nak SPM lagi next year, takmau ahh disebabkan benda-benda beng cenggitu aku nak tak tenang kot. Lgpun, aku nih pemalas la weh. HAHA.  Aku takde masalah je nak jadi reporter a.k.a CIBAIERS kan, eheh :P lagipun masuk form 4 nih aku tak bawak sangat dah benda-benda alah haram dah. Malas doh. So, senang la jadi reporter kan? Haha :D aku boleh report to the other baju hijaus pasal orang lain. Tu counted as membantu pimpinan jugak kan? Eheee. Tu perception mudah aku.

And pasal pimpinan. Setiap dari kamu adalah pemimpin dan kamu akan ditanya mengenai pimpinanmu.

Paling kurang, pimpin diri sendiri. Kan? Tulah aim aku sekarang. Cuba untuk memimpin diri yang senget ni dulu. Susah sikit. Degeyyy satu hal. HAHA :P tapi dalam masa yang sama, aku cuba lah memimpin jugak sahabat or kawan yang sama-sama senget tapi banyak semakin lurus sekarang, Alhamdulillah :)

Diorang berubah atau tidak, bukan yang tu jadi topic utama.(tapi kalau boleh kena la dia berubah kan~) yang menjadi topic kat sini ialah adakah kita sebagai kawan menjalankan tanggungjawab or sikap pimpinan kita sebagai sahabat selama ni. Selagi mampu, terus guide dia.

 Sebab meanwhile ada sorang dalam kalangan kami yang sangat bermasalah. Dia ni cintan semedang. Masalahnya dah tahap serius. So, kami ni dah try hardest untuk nasihat dia. Tapi susah la kan perangai orang nak menang semedang ni kan. Err, takpe. Masih dalam pemerhatian -.-‘

Berbalik kepada persoalan, dia berubah atau tidak. Nanti, dekat akhirat,

ayah kita takkan ditanya whether kita ni perangai like hell ke angel. Tapi ayah kita akan ditanya whether dia ada ke idak menjalankan tanggungjawabnya untuk bagi kita ilmu agama segala. Tu main hujah kalau pasal pimpinan. And jangan blame diri sendiri bila orang yang kita try nasihat terus ignore kita or anggap kita buat bagus. Nak buat macam mana. Benda tu normal bhai. So, cuba la.

p/s : adeh, rasa cam cakap banyak sangat pulak. takut lak kang suruh orang tapi sendiri tak buat. Takpela, sekadar nak share apa yang aku tau en :) that’s all.

With love,
Fartvxqhlovate
Siti farzana rosley

…setiap dari kamu adalah pemimpin.

Semalam megah si sahabat berucap

Pimpinlah selagi mampu bercakap

Tersenyum aku dalam ketap

Dia sahabat punya sejarah silam

Sama seperti aku yang masih kelam

Berdiri dia sambil tersenyum

Tak gentar berhujah bercerita tenang

Dia dulu bawah pemerhatian

Atas sikapnya yang sangat kasihan

Terpengaruh rakan mungkin alasan

Tidak perlu kutahu bukan panduan

Hari ini dia si istimewa

Dilantik pemimpin sang guru tak kecewa

Kepercayaan dipertaruh

Percaya dia boleh disuruh

Buatmu kuucap sekalung tahniah

Pimpinlah dengan berhemah

Kau punya kelayakan itu sahabat

Yang pernah dulu menjadi teman berdebat

Ketika dulu ingin dia melangkah keluar

Pabila difitnah percerita liar

Ke pentas dia dengan wajah malu

Tamparan hebat buatnya tentu.

Sejarah dulu telah berlalu

Hari ini dia yang baru itu

Si pemimpin yang baru.

TAHNIAH.

p/s : err, sounds creepy. Entah kenapa berniat dan berminat menulis. Sebab terharu semacam tktau kenapa. HAHA :D sepanjang menulis, teringat Acap. Tahniah sekali lagi Acap. Dan ingin aku tekankan, sajak ni bukan berniat untuk mengaibkan dia or mengungkit kisah hitam dulu. Tapi disebabkan kekaguman aku terhadap dia, Asyraf Fauzi, si ketua pengawas baru :)

again, super CONGRATS! :)

…matiku bukan mati yang syahid

Hari semalam satu penyesalan

Pernah aku ucapkan sayang

Pada dia si jejaka malang

Malang dia bukan pada nasib

Tapi terjatuh pada si gadis lancang

Saat sang sahabat bercerita panjang

Sedih kutahu matiku bukan lagi mati syahid

Tidak pernah kuturun ke medan perang

Jauh sekali berani berjuang

Lantang aku pada kata

Kuat aku pada suara

Pabila sang sahabat berkongsi cerita

Nah, kau bukan lagi si gadis mulia

Matimu mati yang sia-sia

Atas apakah aku diberi kata sebegitu

Sang sahabat si penghujah yang terang

Pernah satu ilmu dia terima

Saat kau si gadis permata

Jatuh sukamu pada sesiapa

Disimpan dihati biar Tuhan perhati

Jangan diucap pada si jejaka

Andai tersemat tersimpat kemas

Matimu itu mati yang syahid

Andai terluah terlepas mengaku

Sayangnya dirimu mengeluh tak henti

…matiku bukan mati yang syahid

p/s : I write this spontaneously. I was surprised to know this. My friend, the talking machine, Idayu Nadiah Yaazi  told me, “a girl, if she fall for someone and she never confess the feelings to the guy, so if one day dia mati, so, matinya itu adalah mati syahid.” I never knew this before. And honestly, insan lemah ini pernah mengucapkan sayang pada seorang lelaki. Sayang seribu kali sayang, ….matiku bukan lagi mati yang syahid. jangan sesekali buat ok. Rugi. So,  jangan ulang kesilapan yang I’ve did before. HA-HA. 


kakcaje mengaum : don't take it as mati sia2..
mati sia2 bila hati kita mati.
"nikmat hati yang inginkan kepada tarbiyyah"
masih ada kan?
a sign He still loves us, and we are given chances ahead. 
saidina abu bakar tak mati syahid, x sia2 kan mati dia? walo kita x sekuat dorg, insyaAllah, doalah Allah jaga iman dan azam kita.. ;)

Saturday, September 25, 2010

happy birthday 220910!



Zamira Hamid
annyeong!
mianhamnida for being late posting tis -.-'
chinguu ya!
saengil chuka hamnida.
may Allah bless!
sian birthday girl demam. 
hhuuuu.


now, her simple profile.


name : nur zamira hamid
born on : 22 SEPT 1994
nick : zam, abg meon. 
hobby : sembang? on9? haha.
ambition : ok. aku tatau.sorry! -.-'
her blog :
zam @blog


tht's all :)
she's still demam anyway.
get well ver soon dear!
mmmuahhh! :)
<3,
far

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

i'm beautiful :)


man, this is 100% true. kena ada self-confidence!

Selena Gomez A Year Without Rain lyrics

Ooooooooouuuh
Ooooouuuuuuhhhhh,

Can you feel me?
When I think about you,
With every breath I take.
Every minute
Don't matter what I do
My world is an empty place

Like i've been worderin the dessert,
For a thousand days ( oooh ).
Don't know if its a mirage,
But I always see your faaaaaace, Baby..

I'm missing you so much
Cant help it I dont know

A day without is like a year without rain.
I need you by my side,
Don't know how i'll survive
But a day without you is like a year without raiiiiiin (oooh)

Wwoooooooooaaahhhh

The stars are burning,
I hear your voice in my mind ( in my mind )
Can't you hear me calling.
My heart is yearning,
Like the ocean thats running dry
Catch me i'm falling,

It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet, (Won't you save me),
Its gonna be on the soon you get back to be,
 
When you get back to me( ooooh Baby )

I missing you so much
Cant help it I dont know
A day without is like a year without rain.
I need you by my side,
Don't know how i'll survive,
But a day without you is like a year without raiiiiin (ooh)

Wooooooooaaah....

So let this drought come to an end
And make this desert flower again,
I'm so glad you found me, stick around me
Baby baby baby ( ooooohh )

It's A World of wonder,
With you in my life
So hurry baby
Dont waist no more time
I need you nearer,
Can't explain
But a day without you
Is like a year without raiiiiiiiin (oooh)

I missing you so much
Cant help it I dont know,

A day without is like a year without rain.
I need you by my side,
Don't know how i'll survive
But a day without you is like a year without raiiiiiin (oooohh)
Woooooooah.

Oooooooooooooooooooooh Oooohhh (Woooaaaahhh)

p/s : nice one :) like it!

oh. susah nya upload video.



well, sangat malas.
takda menda nak tulis.
so, nak berleter sikit.
susah gila doh nak upload video kat Youtube.
aku bukannya apa pun. nak upload video drama kelas haritu.
beng!
panjang video tuh.
and dekat 2 GB lah jugak kan.
haha :D
ok lah.
malas bebel lagik.
done'ere.

p/s : masa aku menaip nih, dia cakap, About 1056 minutes remaining...


with love,
fartvxqhlovate
siti farzana rosley

Sunday, September 19, 2010

100 things about me :P

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you're supposed to write a note with 100 truths about you.
At the end, choose 35 people to be tagged.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to "notes" under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Mineral Water
2. Last phone call: Atikah Hazwani
3. Last text message: Nazirul Aiman
4. Song stuck in your head: Love the Way You Lie
5. Last time you cried: Yesterday -.-'

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: I've never dated anyone.
7. Been cheated on: Maybe ?
8. Kissed someone and regretted it: I don't regret kissing my girl friends :PP
 9. Lost someone special: yepp :')
10. Been depressed: happens anytime
11. Been drunk and threw up: I don't take alcohol

LIST TWO FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. White
13. Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
14. Made a new friend: For sure^^
15. Fallen in love: hehe :P YES.
16. Laughed until you cried: absolutely^^
17. Met someone who changed you: Trueeee :) <3
18. Found out who your true friends were: yeap :)
19. Found out someone was talking about you: i realize that prefects love to talk about me^^ 
20. Kissed anyone on your friend's list accidentally: No.
21. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: about 50%?
22. How many kids do you want to have: four? HAHA :D
23. Do you have any pets: dead :'(
24. Do you wanna change your name: NEVER. i'm proud of my name^^ 
25. What did you do for your last birthday: Listing people who wished me.hehe
26. What time did you wake up today: 9 am
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: played with my dolls. HAHA
28. Name something you CANNOT wait for: JYJ to come to MALAYSIA ! and SS3!
29. Last time you saw your Mother: Just now .
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My past. some stupid things i made -.-'
32. What are you listening to right now: Pergi - Aizat [ my brother played the song]
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Too many things . 
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook , Twitter , Blogger *it's a must to update my blog*
36. What's your real name: Siti Farzana binti Rosley
37. What's your nickname: Far, Farey, Ciksitifar, Fartvxqhlovate, Koley, Mummy, Kemboja, else?
38. Relationship Status: errr, it's complicated -.-'
39. Zodiac sign: Cancer.
40. Male or female: Female.
41. Elementary school: SMKA Al-Irshad?
42. Middle school: SKPB?
43. High school/college: SMKA Al-Irshad
44. Hair colour:  botak. HAHA :D harap maaf, soalan tak boleh dijawab.
45. Long or short: again, soalan hanya dibenarkan untuk bakal suami sahaja-.-'
46. Height: 159 cm. HAHA :PP
47. Do you have a crush on someone:  err, yeap.
48: What do you like about yourself: my own straight talking style -.-'
49. Piercings: Ears ?
50. Tattoos: leg. haha :D
51. Righty or lefty: Righty ! ;)

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: Hurm . Never had one .
53. First piercing: Ear? when i was five.
54. First best friend: man, too many to be listed.
55. First sport you joined in: Badminton .
56. First vacation: errr, can't remember. Langkawi maybe?
58. First pair of trainers: weh, BUM? HAHA :PP
59. Eating: LOL. ask my mom laa.
60. Drinking: Few moments after I was born. hehe
61. I'm about to: doing my folio?
62. Listening to: CN Blue- Black Flower
63. Waiting for: him.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: Of course!
65. Get Married: HAHA, sure :)
66. Career: Webmaster? Doctor? Lawyer :)

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller ^^
70. Older or Younger: same age? HAHA :D
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both please !
 72. Nice stomach or nice arms: anything.
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud, as how i am. HAHA
74. Hook-up or relationship: -.-'
 75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker as i am :DD

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: NO !
77. Drank hard liquor: -.- no .
78. Lost your glasses/ contact: i don't wear glasses^^
79. Sex on first date: wuih. soklan apakah?
80. Broken someone's heart: I don't know? haha.
81. flirted with a hot guy: I'm a good kid when you say, "BOYS"
82. Been arrested: Never
83. Turned someone down: err, maybe.
84. Cried when someone died:  yeap.
85. Fallen for a friend: ehehe :P YES :D

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself:  I DO :)
87. Miracles: Miracles do happen ;)
88. Love at first sight: nope. it doesn't seems to run well.
89. Heaven: YES .
90. Santa Claus: NO. 
91. Kiss on the first date: nope.
92. Angels: ;)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No .
95. Did you sing today: Yes ! 
96. Ever cheated on somebody: maybe. tipu la kalau tak penah. ehehe :P
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: i don't know.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: i don't want last year, i want this early of year :D
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: surely.
100. Have you ever got sexually aroused before: WTH. alhamdulillah, Tuhan pelihara :)