Friday, May 25, 2012

SEBAB KITA DICIPTAKAN ALLAH TAALA

This is another post, by sahabat beta - Asyraf Fauzi, the KP. So, here it goes. it's good to share :)

Assalamualaikum w.b.t dan salam tsaqafah

Apa ertinya kita diciptakan di atas dunia ini oleh Allah? Pernah kita tanya diri kita kenapa aku menganuti Islam? kenapa aku diciptakan sbg manusia? kenapa aku diciptakan lebih mulia daripada binatang? Paling penting, siapa aku di atas dunia ni? Sudah tanya? apa jawapannya? Pernah terasa ingin mencari jawapannya? Atau kita terlalu leka dengan hidup di dunia ni? Atau kita hanya Islam pd nama dan zahiriah. Bukan bathiniah. Mahu menambah tsaqafah? Nantikan huraian yg ringkas daripada ana (berdasarkan ilmu yg ana dapat dari sahabat ana di dq dan ana rasa ana perlu berkongsi dengan rakan) :D

Pertama - tamanya ana memanjatkan setinggi - tinggi kesyukuran kepada Ilahi kerana memberi ana kesempatan untuk berkongsi dengan antum semua satu ilmu yg kita patut tahu sebagai seorang yg bergelar Muslim. Sebenarnya ilmu ni ana dapat daripada kawan ana di darul quran. Beliau amat petah berkata - kata dan mempunyai ilmu yg mendalam.

Sebelum tu, selawat dan salam ke atas junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. berkat perjuangan dan pengorbanan baginda bersama para sahabat, hasil titik peluh dan darah yg dikorbankan, kita dapat rasa dua nikmat yg besar pd masa kini, iaitu nikmat Islam dan juga nikmat iman. Firman Allah

"Sesungguhnya Allah dan MalaikatNya bersalawat (memberi segala penghormatan dan kebaikan) kepada Nabi (Muhammad S.A.W); wahai orang-orang yang beriman bersalawatlah kamu kepadanya serta ucapkanlah salam sejahtera dengan penghormatan yang sepenuhnya" (Surah Al Ahzab:56)

Jadi kalo ditanya mengapa kita dicipitakan oleh Allah Taala di atas muka bumi ini pasti ramai akan jawab berdasarkan firman Allah dalam surat Adz Dzariat ayat 56, “Tidak Kuciptakan jin dan manusia kecuali untuk beribadah kepadaKu. Tapi di sini ana nak tanya, apa maksud firman Allah tersebut? Kalo kita terjemah ayat memang berbunyi begitu. Tapi bagaimana pula dengan tafsirnya?? Pernah kita selidiki??

Ana lupa nama ulamak yg mentafsir ayat tersebut. Tapi tafsirannya berbunyi begini. Beliau mentafsir kalimah 'kecuali untuk beribadah kepadaKu' dengan tafsiran 'untuk mengenali Aku'. Faham? Maksudnya Allah ciptakan hamba Nya di atas muka bumi ini untuk mengenal siapa Khaliq mereka. Atau kita boleh panggil sebagai Ma'rifatullah.

Tahap Ma'rifatullah merupakan satu darjat yg tinggi bagi setiap Muslim. Apabila Muslim mencapai tahap ni, setiap perbuatan, percakapan dan sifat mereka adalah semata - mata kerana Allah. Kerana mereka yakin Allah Maha Melihat dan Allah melihat apa yg mereka kerjakan dan mereka sedar setiap amalan mereka akan diberi balasan oleh Allah Taala. Satu analogi ana boleh bagi di sini. Contoh kita merempit di atas jalan, tiba2 kita nampak ada roadblock. Mesti kita takut kan?? hal ni kerana kita tau kita akan menerima balasan daripada polis kerana merempit. Jadi bagaimana nak mencapai tahap Ma'rifatullah ni?? Supaya kita akan rasa kita sentiasa diawasi dan dilihat oleh Allah. Supaya kita berani melakukan amar ma'ruf nahi munkar. Sehingga kita gentar untuk melakukan dosa walau sebesar zarah sekali pun.

Professor Syed Naquib al - Attas, seorang tokoh pemikir Malaysia telah berkata sebenarnya kita semua telah mencapai taraf Ma'rifatullah tersebut!! Terkejut?? Hakikatnya ya, kita telah capai. Persoalannya bila kita capai tahap tersebut? Ingat lagi perjanjian kita dengan Allah di alam roh?? Firman Allah (a.w): 'Maka ketika Tuhan kamu mengeluarkan keturunan Adam dari tulang sulbi mereka dan mengambil penyaksian terhadap roh mereka (dgn berfirman): 'Bukankah Aku ini Tuhan kamu?', berkata (i.e. menjawab roh): 'Bahkan (Engkaulah tuhan kami)! (Kami Allah (a.w) lakukan sedemikian itu) bahawasanya  tidak berkata mereka pada hari kiamat: 'Sesungguhnya kami adapun kami dengan ini penyaksian terlupa kami.' [Ayat 172, Surah al-A'raf] Atau, berkata mereka: 'Sesungguhnya apa-apa yg syirik ibubapa kami dari sebelum kami; dan adapun kami adalah zuriat sesudah mereka. Apakah Engkau (Allah) akan membinasakan kami dgn apa-apa yg berbuat orang-orang yg sesat dahulu itu?' [Ayat 173, Surah al-A'raf]

Ramai manusia lupa perjanjian ini. Kerana apa?? Allah campakkan kita di atas muka bumi ini kemudian Allah lupakan kita sebentar tentang perjanjian yg pernah kita buat. Kita dipanggil al - insan. Ism yg kata dasarnya ada 'nasiya' yg bermaksud lupa. Ya, kita pelupa. Apa yg kita lupa?? Perjanjian yg kita pernah buat dengan Allah.

Sebenarnya, kehidupan kita di dunia adalah untuk kembali pada perjanjian Allah tersebut. Saat di mana kita mengaku bahawa Allah Tuhan kita dan tiada Tuhan yg berhak disembah melainkan Allah. Allah ajarkan kita tentang Islam. Satu cara hidup yg lengkap meliputi pelbagai aspek kehidupan yg mampu mendorong kita kembali kepada perjanjian tersebut. Allah kurniakan kita dengan RasulNya, Muhammad ibni Abdullah. Manusia mulia yg memimpin manusia betul2 mendalami Islam. Jadi kenapa kita ingkar?? Fikir2 kan.

Mari kita imbas kembali firman Allah dalam surah al - Baqarah ayat 30 "Dan (ingatlah) tatkala Tuhan engkau berkata kepada Malaikat : Sesungguhnya Aku hendak menjadikan di bumi seorang khalifah. Berkata mereka : Apakah Engkau hendak menjadikan padanya orang yang merusak di dalam nya dan menumpahkan darah, padahal kami bertasbih dengan memuji Engkau dan memuliakan Engkau ? Dia berkata : Sesungguhnya Aku lebih mengetahui apa yang tidak kamu ketahui."

Allah ciptakan kita lebih mulia daripada haiwan. Allah kurniakan kita akal untuk membezakan kita dengan haiwan. Kalau kita hidup tak menggunakan akal yg Allah bagi, maka kita sama sahaja dengan haiwan. Allah kurniakan kita dengan ilmu. Manusia boleh menjadi lebih mulia daripada malaikat dengan ilmu yg mereka miliki. Sebarkan ilmu di bumi Allah ni kerana ia bukan milik kita.

Ana harap ilmu yg ana kongsi malam ni bermanfaat bagi semua warga 0711. Maaf ana x berapa pandai mengarang ayat dan menghuraikan isi. Tapi ana harap apa yg ana karang ni sedikit sebanyak bermanfaat pd semua. Sebelum ana mengundur diri, ana nak kita sama2 menghayati satu lagi firman Allah dalam surah ali Imran ayat 110 yang bermaksud :"Kamu (wahai umat Muhammad) adalah sebaik-baik umat yang dilahirkan bagi (faedah) umat manusia, (kerana) kamu menyuruh berbuat segala perkara yang baik dan melarang daripada segala perkara yang salah (buruk dan keji) serta kamu pula beriman kepada Allah (dengan sebenar-benar iman) dan kalaulah Ahli Kitab (Yahudi dan Nasrani) itu beriman (sebagaimana yang semestinya), tentulah (iman) itu menjadi baik bagi mereka. (Tetapi) di antara mereka ada yang beriman dan kebanyakan mereka orang-orang yang fasik."

Assalamualaikan w.b.t dan salam tsaqafah :D


Thanks Asyraf for sharing :)

Ilmu Allah untuk semua^^

yang copy-paste,
Love,
Fartvxqhlovate.
Fareyfar
FarzanaRosley

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Baitullah ; An Invitation - Ziarah Madinah

*this is us. kat ladang kurma. sambil minum2 teh free :)
*dekat Jabal Uhud :) dekat dengan para syuhada'... <3
Assalamualaikum. After days. Haih,

Today Im gonna write about Ziarah Madinah. We specialized this day to visit Madinah. Tapi sampai noon je. Sebab we decided that we wanted to pray in Masjid Nabawi. No matter what!

So, the first place yang kami lawat masa Ziarah Madinah ni, is of course, Masjid Quba' :D As stated in my previous post, ada kelebihan bersolat di Masjid Quba' ni :) Gambar kat Masjid Quba' dah ada dekat post yg before ni. So, tk perlu la gambar lain kan. Hehe.

After beribadah and beli kebab yang super sedap dekat masjid Quba' we moved to the next location. Which was ladang kurma. Dekat Madinah, kurma murah and banyak. Abundant yknow. Sebab pepohon kurma banyak kat sini. Tapi dekat Madinah, kurma less. But air zamzam sng dapat. Err sebenarnya kat Madinah pun senang je dapat air zamzam. Sebab bila masuk je masjid, they prepared tong2 air yang BANYAK and ada air zamzam utk kita minum.

Begitulah kemudahan di sana :) Baik kan org Arab ni?

Gambar2 semua kat atas lah ye. Taktau kenapa dia takleh mai dok bwh ni terus. boleh je nak ubah. Tapi malas :p Err tk byk pun. saya curik sikit dr uncle Rafee and auntie Ina. halalkan ye :p

Setelah shopping beli kurma banyak2 smpai berat beg, we moved to the next place. That I liked most :)
Which was Jabal Uhud. Yg aku suka  pasal Jabal Uhud is dekat sini ada Saidina Hamzah. :') And other syuhada.

Antara para syuhada', I loved Saidina Hamzah, Asadullah the most :) IDK why. But masa belajar sirah, I fall in love w/ him. And his character :) I was so happy. Dapat merasa dekatnya dengan para syuhada'.

Ada jugak gambo dekat Jabal Uhud tuu :) tgk2 la. :')

Ok, lepas Jabal Uhud. where did we go aaaa. Hmmm we visited Qiblatain oso. Tapi tak turun bus. If Im not mistaken. Sebab it was near to Zohor alr. Very busyy amek gambo kat Jabal Uhud. Hehe

So, this was how our Madinah Visit ended. Hewhew :)

Alhamdulillah. Alahai ni dah macam mengulit kenangan.

So, in shaa Allah the next post about Baitullah will be our experience in Mekah pulak :D You must've been waiting right? Hehe *eh bajet mcm ramai baca jak -.-

Nantikan, in shaa Allah :)
Baitullah ; An Invitation - Masjidil Haram

here's the link to related post :
Raudhah
Masjid Quba'
Invitation

Baiklah, akhir kalam, assalamualaikum wbt :)

Love,
Fartvxqhlovate.
FarzanaRosley

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Baitullah ; An Invitation - Raudhah


Assalamualaikum wbt.

Sorry. Promised to write about this dah lama. But yknow, busy. (entah busy apa lah alahai!~)

Okay. Let's start. This is Raudhah. Here goes the pic. (not mine)
               
*lapangnya Raudhah. (didn't have the chance to experience this situation)

This Raudhah. Salah satu tempat yg paling mustajab berdoa. Salah satu taman dari taman-taman syurga. It was once, the place where our Prophet, (PBUH) Muhammad SAW stayed. It was his home. The way to recognize it, is the carpet they used for Raudhah is green. While other carpets in Masjid Nabawi is red.

Sebelah Raudhah is where Makam Rasulullah SAW, Saidina Abu Bakar and Saidina Umar locates. ( people say ada satu makam yg dibiarkan kosong. and that will be the place for Isa AS in future. IDK about this fact as for women, we got a sort of barrier yknow, we cant even intai2 what's inside. )

This picture I upload is absolutely different from what I've faced. Alahai kepadatan masa tuu. Unforgettable. However, praised to Allah, Alhamdulillah I got the chance to enter it for three times :')

Kenapa I said, 'I got the chance to enter it?' Of course, Bi iznillah. Terlalu ramai, hanya Allah je yang tau. We have to queue and assemble depan Raudhah before the police allow us to enter it.

If only I could snap a picture of how we waited in front of Raudhah, just to enter it, I can show you. But unfortunately, memang I rarely bawak phone masuk masjid. Because, malas nak hide from police2 masjid. And satu lagi, tak guna pun fon tuu. So, malaih bawak.

The beauty of Raudhah, is undescribeable. Even though padat maksima, tunaikanlah paling kurang solat hajat and solat dhuha. Berdoalah disitu. The feeling yknow..... hard to fine.
Everyone was so eager to pray there.


Kepadatan - kesesakan dalam Raudhah ni actually only happens to women. IDK why, maybe sebab perempuan lg ramai, and the time allocated for us to enter Raudhah is very limited, so semua org eagerly and full of spirit nak masuk Raudhah sampai tolak2 semua segala.

This is my experience in Raudhah :) IDK how to share lg.

Next, in shaa Allah.. IDK when, I'll write about :

Baitullah ; An Invitation - Ziarah Madinah.

*till today, I've been writing about Madinah only. Harap maaf. I first went to Madinah, then baru pi Mekah. So memang banyak nak cerita. Just wait for it. Thanks :)

Alhamdulillah..

Love, Fartvxqhlovate.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Baitullah ; An Invitation - Masjid Quba'


So, here we are. Assalamualaikum wbt again :)

Well, I can't check my DQ result yet. So I guess I should just keep writing :)

OK. I told you when and how we reached there, so lemme tell you my first day experience. My first day in Madinah is extremely unforgettable. People may judge it as a test or a gift or anything from Allah to me, Umi and Abah, but for me, it was His choice. He chose us. Why would I say that?

This is how the story goes on :)
Rasulullah once advised Muslims "Whoever makes ablutions at home and then goes and prays in the Mosque of Quba, he will have a reward like that of an 'Umrah." This hadith is reported by Ahmad ibn Hanbal, Al-Nasa'i, Ibn Majah and Hakim al-Nishaburi.

So, due to the hadith stated above, the three of us went to Masjid Quba' by taxi at the first day morning that we arrived. Since it was waktu dhuha, we can perform Solat Sunat Dhuha too right. [may our ibadah is accepted]

After done praying, of course, for the sake of memory, I took some pictures.
This is it :) Masjidul Quba' [ The very first Mosque in Islam ]
                                        
* This is me :) in front of Masjid Quba. (I guess it's the front side :p)

OK, after dah solat-beli kebab segala, ummi and I pun jalan lah menuruni tangga. And Tetiba dekat front gate tu, ada dua makcik. These aunties are Malaysians. They called us, and asked for our help.

Begitulah ceritanya, until : they finally followed us till Majid Nabawi. Dah la sampai je depan hotel bila tanya fee, harga taxi increased mendadak! SITTIN RIYAL! ENAM PULUH RIYAL!
Seperti diketahui, aku bukanlah penyabar sangat. Nak gaduh ngan Tok Arab pun macam lah speaking Arab laju sangat. Luckily the hotel receptionist was in front of the hotel, leisurely smoking.

What's so cool about most people in Mekah and Madinah are, they can speak Malay well. I don't care la Malay ka Indo ka, asal kita and depa faham sudah la.
So, the receptionist guy helped us to bargain the taxi fee, and turun la sikit jadi 50 riyal.
Dah cukup syukur.

Dah habis tu, nak kena tolong those aunties and their way back to their hotels pulak. Masa tu, there's nothing I could say than I need to be patient. All I need was patience.
Aku agak geram sebenarnya. Makcik2 tu dahla tua, boleh family member tak cari?

Betul la orang kata, apa2 boleh jadi kat Tanah Suci kan..

Their hotel memang jauh from ours. We gotta pusing Masjid Nabawi to reach their Hotel. All I could say was, " Allah chose us to send those elders back to their hotel "

A memorable first day. Hm

Alhamdulillah, for second and the next2 day, dah tak jumpak orang sesat. All I did was only, doa and doa.

Subhanallah. I miss Tanah Suci :')

That's all for this post.

The next post will be :

Baitullah ; An Invitation - Rauhah

Baitullah ; An Invitation.


Assalamualaikum wbt!

Some people asked me to write about my experience, as a guest, to His Baitullah.
For real, until now, the feeling of being in Baitullah is special.
The feeling was like, "I'm here while some are working hard to be here"

Seriously, not everyone can be there. Ada orang ada duit, planned to be there, but didn't have the chance.
That's the reason for me to write the title as " Baitullah ; An Invitation"
Sebab to be there, isn't that easy as we think. Oh, ada duit then book your package, the GO.
Kalau Allah tak jemput, tak sampai jugak.

OK. Let's start with how I was invited. Allah sent the hint through abah's ex-boss, MakChar Kiah. She was a YB in TAT, Penang. Well they get along very well. Until now, even though they don't work together anymore.

Makchar suggested my father to bring me along. So.......... that was how, I finally got the chance to jejakkan kaki at Baitullah.

Our team consisted of 10 people. Mom's bestfriend, Auntie Zarina booked the flight on her own for the 10 of us, so we went to Mecca and Madinah.

OK let's make it shorter. The visit started with Madina.
When we reached there, it was morning. And the weather was sooooo cold. Sebab masa tu memang musim sejuk pun. Bulan 3 kan. Buah kurma pun still berbunga.

Madinah was so beautiful on it's own. Tambah pulak, Makam Rasulullah is there. :)

The hotel we stayed, memang extreme dekat dengan pintu masuk perempuan. Here is the view.


* Holla it's me. As you can see, at my back is the entrance. And my right is the hotel that we stayed.

This picture ends this post for now. Longer post makes people get annoyed. Hehe. I hope you guys will get excited with my experience there. Besides, I got to check for my DQ result :p

Alhamdulillah again.
May you guys will have the chance to be there inshaAllah :)

Please wait for :
Baitullah ; An Invitation - Masjid Quba'

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

UiTM TESL Interview. (My Experience)

Assalamualaikummmmm wbt ! :)
Uri marinya! ( It's been a long time.)
Hehe. Bukan lah long time sgt pun. Long time tak tulis pasal diriku :)

I want to narrate about my interview experience. Bukan aku intebiu org, tp org intebiu aku la kan. haha
It was yesterday.
Alhamdulillah. I'm so lucky to get nice panels. Panel aku Panel Four.
Both interviewers are women. So, selesa banyak :)

Memula, ujian bertulis. Yg tu biasa la. Conteng jela apa yg boleh on the answer sheets given kan.

The next was, walk-in interview. Kisahnya bermula setelah namaku dipanggil.....

SITI FARZANA!

Maka aku mula mengaturkan langkahku ke bilik intebiu. ( Knon nk amek tesl, atuq ayat bunga kemain. haha)

K. baca la.
Interviewer : Tell us about yourself.  

Far : *start to merapu about myself* I end the speech by saying my occupation : Lecturer.


I : y would u want to be a lecturer instead of being a tcr?


F : Well, just bcause I want to teach big people...(stupid answer. )


I : Big ppl? It's not tht u want to teach big people... U want to teach adults... big people are fat people... (smilingly)


F : haha yeah. that's what I meant.


I : Y do u think u can teach adults? Y not kids n sch studnts?


F : That's bcuz Im afraid I cn lose my temper towards naughty kids. I could easily scold them whenever I want. So, I think I want to teach adults bcuz they're alr matured.


I : Do you really think u can stand adults? Bcuz of their maturity, they cn provoke u. They cn think alr.. What wud u do if they provoke u? Or being rude to u?


F : Well... I'll be........ (hesitates for agk lama -.-') SERIOUS towards them! (actually nk ckp strict, tp ayt tu didnt cross my mind :( )


I : aren't u serious right now?


F : Yes.. I am serious. But i'll be MORE serious. (still tk jumpak ayt yg ssuai..hish )


I : ok.. hw about the current issue? What do u want to talk about the current edu issue?


F : well this morning I just read about the JPA scholarship has been announced. But of course, I'm not qualified for it -.-' And I also read about the ptptn issue. Yknow, tht ppl
want to stop it. ( aku ckp stop? haha abolished kot)

I : YEAHH.. y wud u think it shud b abolished?
F : Bcuz I think the government is able to do it. They shud pay for students. Free edu, yknow?
I : Since u wnt to be a lecturer, hw cn they pay u ur salary since there's no study fee from the studnts?
F : For IPTA, I'm very sure the government has divide the salary for lecturers.
I : that's for IPTA.. hw about IPTS? (smiled broadly)
F : Err then the IPTS studnts need to pay laa. ( kluaq laa...)
The interviewer laughed. *relief*
I : Ok, Farzana, I got no other questions for u.. Do u hve any?
F : *asked ques blh ke tk p oversea*

Then dpa ckp boleh.
Then interviewer tu ckp, kalau aku nk jd lecturer, ak kna ada master (at least)
Aku takde la tulis full. Tapi yg psti, tempoh aku kena tu sat je. Ikut org laa. And tgk masa jugak.

I've did my best. Merapu byk jugak tuu -.-' Bukan sengaja. SUMPAH. Nervous k.
Sekarang, bergantung kepada rezeki.

That's it :)

Harini pergi interview DQ pulak. Alhamdulillah boleh hafal 1 page in 1 hour. Tapi gagap banyak la kan. haha. Hm. Aku beruntung sbnrnya. Dpt surah yg senang lekat. And, Interviewer hari ni pun baik jugak. Tak garang, and they let me to be comfortable first :)

Terharuuu :') Thank you Allah
♥ so much!

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

...sebarkan keindahan dalam dakwah



Assalamualaikum wbt.

Harini nak tulis pasal pendekatan + dakwah.
Actually I read the picture above at Hilal Asyraf's (the famous Langit Illahi author) status :)

What I really want to say is about pendekatan..

Islam is simple - easy and interesting.
Tapi pendekatan yang selalu kita guna buatkan orang bukan islam fikir yang islam ni kolot - kalut and annoying.

Why is it like that?
Sebenarnya kita lupa satu perkara dalam elemen dakwah. It needs 'berhikmah'. We need to be wise. Rasulullah seorang yg berhikmah dalam dakwah2 baginda, so kenapa kita umat baginda yang average + bukan maksum nak berdakwah secara over?

Don't make people hate Islam.
Aku ingat lagi masa aku form 1, Dr Danial Zainal Abidin pernah datang ke sekolah aku.
Part of his speech was,

" Kita ni bila berdakwah suka takutkan orang. Nak buat Islam ni nampak scary, nampak Islam ni macam satu agama yang desperate, pressure, padahal Islam tu INDAH. Tengok orang Kristian berdakwah macam mana, 'Jesus loves you... Jesus dies for you...'. Tapi kita, orang Islam, 'Takutlah Allah! Takutlah kamu kepada Allah!' Kenapa nak buat orang takut pada Allah? Allah itu Indah, Maha Kaya, Maha Cantik, kenapa nak suruh orang takut kepada Allah?! Apa yang perlu orang takut ialah AZAB Allah! Balasan Allah kepada orang yang berbuat mungkar.. Yang buat benda betul mesti lah Allah layan baik, Allah sayang.... "
* surely ada ayat tokok tambah + edit. sebab mana nak ingat ayat sebenar Dr. Form 1 kot masa tu >.<'

Anyhow,
Betul kata Dr :)
Allah tak menakutkan. Azab Allah saja yang kita perlu takut.
Sebab benda tu nanti kekal. Di akhirat sana.
Dunia ni sementara. (#notetoself)

So, what I really want to say is, jangan pressure dalam berdakwah. Kita takda kuasa nak ubah semua tu. Kita boleh berdakwah, tapi yang nak bagi hidayah for them to change is Allah.

Still, semoga kita sama2 berubah :') #notetoself.

Love,
Farzana Rosley.

(inshaAllah I will write about my visit to Baitullah :') There's too much to tell. So, taktau nak start dari mana :) )

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Allah knows best.

"Only those who are patient shall receive their reward in full, without reckoning.'' 
- (Surah Al Zumar V 10)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum wbt.

Sometimes,
Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul,
Allah breaks our heart to make us whole,
Allah sends us pain so we can be stronger,
Allah sends us failure so we can be humble,
Allah sends us illness so we can take better care of ourselves,
Allah takes something away from us so we can learn the value of everything we have.

Trust Allah, Love Allah…
What ever He does,
is always the best for us.


To whom it may concern, look at the case optimistically. Allah gives me this precious chance. And for no reason, you envy me? :/
Immature act. That's how kids should react. Not you.

However, Allah knows best. Thanks :D

Fartvxqhlovate :)

Monday, January 9, 2012

Halalkan ilmu yang diajar kepada saya

Assalamualaikum w.b.t to all :)

Dalam kesibukan harian yang ada hari jadi babysitter, ada hari jadi maid and ada certain day jadi penanam anggur, tiba-tiba teringat nostalgia tahun lepas; 2011.
Tadi petang pergi sekolah hantar barang kat adik aku. Then aku extend leher aku sepanjang boleh ke arah ASPURI. Mana tau adik-adik dorm kesayangan tayang muka.

Rindu moments masa bersembang sakan dengan adik-adik dorm and adik lain. Entah bila lagi nak buat comeback kat Irshad. HAHA :P
Tapi kecewa besar harini. Just nampak adik-adik berwajah baru yang secara sahnya tak kenal aku, with blurred faces, dengan tudung masih putih berkilat, aku boleh buat konklusi pantas, they're newbies :) the 2012s.

Not to forget, sempat pusing ke arah Surau Al-Ansori ( pusat ilmu-ibadah-ukhuwah). Nampak surau penuh tadi. Ada kereta Cikgu Hayati kat depan surau. Aku zoom in ke dalam surau. OH! Si baju hijau, HAHA the prefects were having their meetings :)
Kalau aku still Irshadian tadi, aku tau masa tu aku tengah sibuk su'uzhon dengan pengawas. HAH, entah-entah ada spot-check. Then baru nak fikir sama ada that week aku suci dari segala barang haram or not. 
However, aku dah tak perlu lalui lagi semua jenis gentar tu. Alhamdulillah, time passed, things happened and I'm a grown-up girl. Masih maintain muda, tu real fact, tapi masih mentah untuk tempuh the new world after this.

Then saat-saat ni mula la nak timbul rindu. Wah (ayat bunga tak? HAHA)! Dan ada cerita disebalik rindu tu. Mungkin teringat ustaz yang selalu pandang muka aku dengan muka tak berperasaannya, tapi aku menangis bila dia tak ajar kelas aku :') Tapi tu cerita dulu. Ajar kelas aku or not, he's still my ustaz :)

Masa nak ambil SPM last year, semua Fivers 0711 the Ambassadors sibuk pergi mintak redha cikgu. Yelah, dah nak exam. Nak mintak cikgu-teacher-ustaz ampunkan segala salah and halal segalanya.

Masa mintak maaf, rasa sayu memang ada. Yelah, aku bukan student baik. Masa f1 sampai f3 asyik buat pemberontakan besar-besaran. Bila dah f4 baru besaq sikit haha, then the real life began.

Then we asked for apology. Kami mintak semua cikgu halalkan ilmu yang diberi. Well, sebenarnya kami pilih ayat yang salah. Tak sesuai.

Kata ustaz, ilmu itu milik Allah. Allah suruh kita ambil apa yang Dia nak bagi. 
Maka ilmu yang kita dapat selama ni memang lah sudah halal! Yang ustaz perlu lakukan hanyalah dengan memaafkan segala sikap degil-buas kami dan meredhai segalanya kepada kami.

So, apa motif bercerita? Hm, takda motif. Ilmu itu milik Allah.
Dah halal. Apapun, I miss my teachers there in SMKA Al-Irshad. I mean, the sweet moments we got there :)
Doakan saya terus kuat melayari bahtera hidup.

Love,
Farzana Rosley
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