Thursday, January 9, 2014

...I know my answer would never be yes

Assalamualaikum wbt.

These days Ive been told with the news of my friends' beloved dads passing away. Al-Fatihah.

I didnt inform my Mum or any other family members but these friends of mine are good friends of mine. I mean yeah we were not really close but we once were either classmates or used to hang out together.

I made a lot of friends. I dont know if I have ever been a good one but these people are totally great friends of mine. I love the ukhuwah that we built for the pass few years that we have known each of us from high school. And the story of their family member leaving this world, somehow cant stop me from being sad. Although the level of our friendship isnt that strong but as we became friends, the ukhuwah we built exist. And the feeling of sadness somehow hit me as how it hit them, (just a little less pain compared to theirs.)

Talking about leaving this world. I have always told myself that I should get ready. But what have I been doing exactly? I'm not sure. I don't know. I cant simply blame the surrounding or busy life that I have been facing. Im the one who chose it.

And by this time, with little tears in my eyes. I would want to remind myself, to realize that death waits for no one. Yes these friends of mine might lost their family member, leaving them. I might lose someone too one day. And people might lose me, someday.

It will eventually happen. The thing is, are we ready?

I know my answer would never be yes....

The Almighty says, "When their specified time arrives, they cannot delay it for a single hour nor can they bring it forward," (16:61)


Wednesday, January 8, 2014

how interest could change my attitude

Hi assalamualaikum wbt :) 

so this is a random rambling in the middle of my study moment.............*in which I just started and there's not much I have studied tho. 

And once Ive gotten my result I know Im gonna look back and blame this post all over because I wasted my writing instead of studying. Ahah.

*pic is credit on google. and tumblr I guess.

Since Ive started writing why should I bother anyway. I should end this post hahaha. Ok it aint funny.

So yeah hm. What should I say. *I dont even know what to write yet I want to write?!
*glanced the title.* I know. What do I meant by that.

There's this one subject that we have to take, as our minor. It's a multimedia subject and that's my paper Im gonna sit in another 7 hours. And how interest could change my attitude is that, this subject is not what I chose. I was given and there's no option for us to choose what we want as our minor. It's pretty disappointing tho. Since I have a lot in my mind to take as my minor :(

Somehow, since Im already into this, I shouldnt fail myself, ey? Plus, alhamdulillah my carry mark in this subject and some other few subjects (except for Literature obviously hahah) are good. Alhamdulillah.

So everyone, 

"Dont give up to the end. Finish what you have started." - DBSK Jung Yunho.

So I dont want my final paper to ruin my pointer. Let's just hope I can do well. And my friends too. I pray for every single of us to do well. Himnae, girls! Love you :)