Farley's Draft 2 - Submission week.

Disclaimer: This was written in 2015 (23/12/2025 sppecifically). Just a good write. So I don't forget :)

It's the worst when a semester comes to an end. Not because we'll miss studying, or because we're sooooo stressed out of the exams that are coming. It's only because we have a lot, and by a lot it means almost every subject's assignment submission.

Last week was the hell week for most of us (TESOLians especially). When we have Multimedia as our Minor, you know it only means sleepless nights.

Not that all of us did our job at the very last minute you know (although in my case, Yes I did). Because my friends, finished editing the videos the earliest, ended up stuck at the very last minute because our e-Learning website progress slower than snails. We had tonnes of files to be uploaded for God's sake! (I'll have to agree w/ our creative writing lecturer that it is indeed, Universiti Sangat Mundur -.-)

So yeah. What's there to write when it's all over now? We managed to submit it anyway because our lecturer (who has always shown his beastly-sarcastic side) turned out to be one of the nicest person on earth! *Trust me you would get a veeeeeeeeeeery different answer if you had asked us last semester. Well, we were glad and enjoyed ourselves when our videos were presented. 

It was hard, I tell ya. It really was. A lot of us broke down and even questioned our lives why were we asked to pick it as our Minor?! WHYYYY?! 

Skills. I guess that's why. I'm telling ya, I feel like a whole new person after I learn those skills and if you ask me right now, I could say that I am able to produce a movie! (a short one, maybe). Hahaha.

The process was all tiresome. Most of us turned to monsters. You do NOT wanna fool around us last week, because whatever you said, it wouldn't be funny when my eyes need to focus on the screen and my fingers need to stay clicking, editing and pressing any buttons I could, in order to give our best shot.

AGAIN! Why do I write?! (I keep going off track hahaha). 

It's because it's all over now. :) 

So to anyone out there, who's having a really hard time doing whatever things right now, don't worry because it will soon be over. (For as long as the thing you're doing is worth it for your future, I assure you, inshaAllah, there's gain afterwards.)

"Perfer et obdura dolor hic tibi proterit olim."

The meaning is more or less, as stated in the picture below.

I guess that's all from me :)

Thanks for reading. I hope I'll write more in 2016. InshaAllah.

Love,
Farzana Rosley.
Fareyfar.
Fartvxqhlovate.
 ☺Lo

Farley's Draft 1 #FarWrites

Okay. Let me make this thing clear. *assalamualaikum wbt by the way ahahah.

Once upon a time, I was a high school kid. Just like some people (most people I would say), I did become stupid. I was in 'love' I believe.

*trust me I've moved on, but as I was browsing through my old posts/drafts in my blogger dashboard, I actually found this poem made by me (lol how geli) but I honestly am impressed with myself.

Im so goooood man. So yeah, mind being in love with me? I might gonna write something for it. Lol jk jk. Not interested in any unless you're my crush. (again, jk!)

Trust me I have moved on. No hard feelings anymore, I even forgot how my ex looks like (haaaa lies I told, jk. he's still a friend in fb) but we're good. 

But even if him or any of my friends who used to know me and my stupid old days encounter this post, TRUST ME Im posting this poem just because I THINK IM FREAKING GOOD AT WRITING AND RHYMING.

Okay. Here it is. 

My 16 year-old self. Astagaaa gatai nohhh!

…buat dia yang pernah kuucapkan sayang

Sayang,

Pernah sekali kubilang cinta

Pada kau jejaka mutiara

Kau membalas mengucap rasa

Pada aku gadis permata

Kita kononnya ditakdir bersama

Pada usia mengenal matang

Bermimpi bersama hingga ke jinjang.

Kau jejaka manis belaka

Sayangku kau panggil

Hingga jatuh aku menggigil.

Saat kau harus pergi

Mengikut orang tua kesana ke mari

Jatuh air mataku tak pernah henti.

Lagu indah buatku kau dendang

menunjuk rasamu yang rancak bergendang

tersenyum aku dalam tangis tak hilang

engkau jejaka pandai membilang.

hilang kau tak berkhabar berita

bukan terjumpa si gadis baru

namun terlupa aku yang satu

akhirnya aku terus berharap

menanti janjimu kau ucap dulu

biar apapun terjadi kausayang aku

takkan dilupa biar tubuh kaku.

Hai jejaka penglipur lara,

sedih aku tak boleh dikira

tersenyum aku menerima berita

tersayu aku bukan kau si pencerita

hidup barumu indah belaka

teman baru keliling saja

bukan aku,

 malah sahabat turut dilupa.

Sedarlah wahai jejaka

aku ini insan biasa

andai aku masih kausuka

ucapkanlah cinta seperti dulu

katakanlah sayang selagi mampu.

bukan perlu berganti hari

setiap saat jauh sekali

sekadar bertanya khabar ku pinta

agar kutahu kaumasih setia.

sayang,

andai bukan aku untukmu

ucapkanlah tulus sejujurnya

sahabat selamanya kita bersama

itulah permulaan yang sebenarnya kita pernah bina.

buat kau yang pernah kuucapkan sayang,

hati ini tak pernah lekang

berdoa untukmu agar tak bimbang

hati yang lara Tuhan yang tahu

tersenyum megah di khalayak

menangis lemah kala bersendiri.

buat kau yang pernah kuucapkan sayang,

jujurlah padaku andai kau tak lagi suka

tinggalkanlah aku biar kita menjadi biasa

kau teman tetap sahabatku.

….buat kau yang pernah kuucapkan sayang

Sedarlah tulisku bukan sahaja

Coretanku bukan yang biasa

Untukmu kuluah dalam cerita

Agar kaufaham apa kurasa

Senyumlah sahabat yang pernah ku cinta

Aku hanyalah insan biasa,

Temanmu yang cuba mencoret rasa.

KAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so funneh right. Okay you may throw up now >.< But you cant deny that Im good right?! Ahah told you so.

And trust me. It's an old thing. Cant even find what was the date (but it was absolutely in 2010 I could tell ya ahaha)

So yeah, thanks for reading! (if there's any.)

Love, 

@farzanarosleyyy

Fareyfar

Farzana Rosley.

Damai Park Resort 2025 - Camping Site Review #1

 Assalamualaikum wbt and hello everyone.

Ada peluang, kita tulis jelah. 

Baru baru ni team Kelab Guru dan Staf (KGS) bagi tahun 2025 (termasuk aku) telah merancang satu program LdP. Tajuk program nya kami bagi SPAGETI. Hahah kenapa SPAGETI? God bless ChatGPT lah harus. Semangat Pasukan Aktif Guru Energetik Toleransi Inspiransi. 

Honestly aku tak sekreatif itu untuk bagi idea nama program. But alhamdulillah sebab pada pengamatan aku, program kami berlangsung dengan jayanya. 

Antara faktor kami kena gerakkan jugak program ni ialah sebab pengetua kami ni berhasrat agar cikgu-cikgu dapat mengukuhkan silaturrahim dan mengeratkan ukhuwah antara kami semua. Jadi kami team KGS ni just buat jelah mana yang kami mampu. Gratefully, semua cikgu and staf memang bekerjasama and sporting sangat! Jadi program kami memang lancarrrr hehehe

Let's review a little bit about the location, Damai Park Resort in Merbok, Kedah.

Lokasi nya dari sekolah kami ambil masa sekitar 40 minit. Banyak cikgu yang carpool. Kami team AJK ada yang tidur sana semalam awal. Bilik dia luas, air nya sejuuuuuuk, dan disebabkan kami tempah bilik resort kat bawah tu, dekat ja dengan tempat guard, jadi tak sunyi sangat lah.

Dia ada 3 bahagian:

A- Tapak bawah; yang kami duduk. Tapak ni betul betul dekat entrance, kat bawah saja. Soon as kita masuk, ada dewan kat kanan, tempat mandi untuk orang luar and also dewan makan. Bila jalan masuk dalam lagi, ada office dan dewan lagi satu. Sebelah kiri pulak ada dua bilik. Ada jugak tapak dan dorm di tapak awal awal ni.

B - Tapak perkhemahan @ program yang sangat besar. Yang ni kena masuk and naik atassss lagi. Besar and convenient kalau bawak students. But since kami bawak guru dan staf saja, jadi tak book kawasan ni.

C - Pusat Kokurikulum. Sini ada banyak la aktiviti boleh buat, flying fox repelling dan segala aktiviti kokurikulum yang ada. Yang ni naik atas, kena pusing kiri. 

Semua boleh jadi kat sini. Contact jela office depa. InshaAllah depa layan dengan baik dan profesional. Overall, kami berpuas hati. Tempahan makanan pun rasanya cukup ja. Aku pulak tak sempat tengok sangat masa ni. 

Ada ja video kat youtube aku. Ni ha, buat kenangan. 

Sekian dari aku, semoga aku tidak lupa :)

Love,

Fartvxqhlovate.

Farzanaley.

...I know my answer would never be yes

P/s: I wrote this in 2012 or 2013? However I moved it to my drafts. Only to realize that this writing is a good reminder for myself. Thus Im reposting it. 

Assalamualaikum wbt.

These days Ive been told with the news of my friends' beloved dads passing away. Al-Fatihah.

I didnt inform my Mum or any other family members but these friends of mine are good friends of mine. I mean yeah we were not really close but we once were either classmates or used to hang out together.

I made a lot of friends. I dont know if I have ever been a good one but these people are totally great friends of mine. I love the ukhuwah that we built for the pass few years that we have known each of us from high school. And the story of their family member leaving this world, somehow cant stop me from being sad. Although the level of our friendship isnt that strong but as we became friends, the ukhuwah we built exist. And the feeling of sadness somehow hit me as how it hit them, (just a little less pain compared to theirs.)

                                                       

Talking about leaving this world. I have always told myself that I should get ready. But what have I been doing exactly? I'm not sure. I don't know. I cant simply blame the surrounding or busy life that I have been facing. Im the one who chose it.

And by this time, with little tears in my eyes. I would want to remind myself, to realize that death waits for no one. Yes these friends of mine might lost their family member, leaving them. I might lose someone too one day. And people might lose me, someday.

It will eventually happen. The thing is, are we ready?

I know my answer would never be yes....

The Almighty says, "When their specified time arrives, they cannot delay it for a single hour nor can they bring it forward," (16:61)

Love,

@Farzanaley

Fartvxqhlovate.

Fareyfar.

Hotel Olympic Malaysia (2024) - Hotel Review #4

 Assalamualaikum wbt and hello everyone!

The reason aku decide nak melawat hotel ni adalah kerana dia viral lah, obviously. Merata aku tengok orang review kat social media cakap best. To be honest, aku rasa best jugak. Cuma aku rasa akan lebih best kalau anak-anak aku dah besar. Untuk yang sulung dia happy ja, tapi yang no 2 tu, jenuh kepung jugak la, risau jatuh bila dia memanjat.

Here goes, my personal review of:

Hotel Olympic Malaysia

Harga: Sejak ada anak, aku dah terima kenyataan yang kami tak boleh kedekut bab penginapan. Bayangkan anak kecil kalau bilik pun kecil, boleh bawak gaduh oooo. So RM 260+ masa tu aku dapat dekat Agoda. Bila nak check in, as usual deposit RM100 akan dapat balik masa check out.

Location: Strategic, dekat sangat dengan Bukit Bintang. LRT ka MRT tah aku tak pasti, pun dekat. Boleh la nak gerak ke mana-mana naik tu ja. Tapi untuk kami sebab bawak anak anak, kami call Grab ja. 

Frontdesk & Lobby: Ramah dan mesra, elok pekerti. (Ha ni lirik lagu Budi Bahasa Budaya Kita benanye hahah). Tapi okay la. Adik tu tenang ja menanti bila aku gelabah cari IC tak jumpak, tapi end up jumpak. Lobby pun luas untuk duduk bertenang sementara tunggu depa process kita punya check in tu. 

And cakap pasal lobby, aku ingat sesaja dia letak nama hotel olimpik, lahhh rupanya banyak atlet selalu stay sini. Tapi masa kami pi tu just jumpa atlet budak sekolah la. Maybe ada game antara SBP kot, nampak la baju depa, TKC la SAS la, SSP la. Memang hotel ni dekat pun dengan Stadium Merdeka.

Luas tau bilik. Tu hitam pintu masuk terus tempat sangkut baju and etc.

Bilik: The main reason kami tempah this hotel in the first place. Selalunya duduk Berjaya Times Square Hotel. Sangat luas, selesa. Suka sangat concept dia. Memang anak-anak sangat happy. Yang setahun tu pun sama excited dengan abang dia. Punya la happyy. Puas hati lah. Rasanya mungkin kalau turun KL lepasni, akan kesini lagi. InshaAllah. The concept of small mini houses in the room memang buat anak anak memanjat saja. 

Ada penampakan anak soleh aku di tingkap ituuu.

Bapaknya ghisau, tapi kita memang nak anak main so biarkan saja mereka bergembira. Cuma time tidur tetaplah kami sumbat semua kat katil. Dua budak ni tak pernah tidur asing, jadi depa tak berani jugak la nak tidur dalam dua bilik comel ituuu.

Toilet: Semua puas hati lahhh. Ada sink luas, mudah nak letak toiletries, toilet duduk and shower. Sadly no bath tub. But it's okay we can manage ja.

Overall memang a very good stay. The lobby ada kerusi untuk tunggu lift kalau lama sangat. For families, tempat ni memang kids-friendly dan sesuai dengan bajet sederhana macam kami. Kita bila dah ada anak, hotel kena convenient. Parking kena dalam building, baru la senang nak angkut anak and barangan. 

Apapun thanks for reading till the end. Google ajer nama hotel tu, mesti jumpak ramai orang review lagi menarik hehe.

Love

Fartvxqhlovate.

Farzanaley <3

Megavilla Homestay Melaka Review 2024 - Homestay Review #1

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone.

Salah satu azam aku nak menulis semula. Say whaaaaat? Tiap tahun begini azam nya tapi tak pernah jadi pun kan. Tapi aku rasa this time I have more motivation sebab aku tak pressure diri sendiri.

Okay so last December my friends and I (with our families) went to stay for 3 days at MegaVilla Homestay in Melaka. Kami plan this trip dari awal tahun, sebab plan nak buat 2 tahun sekali.

Aku rasa penulisan aku semakin rusty. Tapi, apapun, here goes, 

Mega Villa Homestay Melaka

Parking: Available and ample.

Pool: Complete with filter, alhamdulillah anak anak mandi mata tak merah and balik pun tak demam. Syukur sangat. 

Betul-betul kat tengah tengah homestay. Ada bahagian dewasa and ada untuk kanak-kanak. Paras lutut aku ja.

Bilik : Overall sederhana for family. Tapi tu sebab aku ada anak dua orang. So kita rasa sederhana. Tapi kalau berdua ja, sangat okay dah bilik dan toilet. Kemas, aircond semua sejuk elok. No problem.

Other facilities: Dewan for activities and indoor games - ada pingpong table, BBQ Pit, and also open dining area. Meja panjang. Seronok makan ramai-ramai boleh throwback zaman dok hostel dulu haha.

Us while setting up the camera for the big family picture shoot. Belakang kami tu open dining area.

The family photo.

Dewan for indoor activities. Puas hati luas, anak anak semua berjalan dalam ni.

BBQ pit. Tugas tetap para suami. Terima kasihhhhhh.

Overall review, the homestay ni sesuai sangat dengan kawan-kawan atau keluarga besar. Sebab bilik dia ada banyak. Boleh la satu family stay dalam satu bilik.

Kami tak berjalan Melaka pun kalini. Mostly memang stay dalam homestay. Jadi maybe kena ke Melaka lagi? Hehe.

I know this is not much. I don't write much. But this is for myself. So, I'm glad that I try my best to write. Even if it's just one post per year. Or, maybe more hopefully this year. I just need to start again. Something for myself. 

Love,

Farzanaley.

I miss Fartvxqhlovate, the girl who didnt care, and writes. <3